Wednesday, September 21

Di malam yang syahdu...

Pada ketika aku patut dan harus malah wajib buat assignment yg due tak sampai 48 jam lagi ni, boleh dan sempat pulak melayan rasa syahdu emo lonely ni. Wawawaaaaa. Adakah simptom begini muncul akibat kebosanan dan (kesunyian)?.. Hahaha.. Hmmm tapi itulah, nak buat macamana kan. Heavy thoughts running in my mind right now,2 dengan mimpi macam2 tiap2 malam..mujur bukan heavy eyedrops yg turun. Even single eyedrop pon tidak.

Hmmm bila pikir dan pikir dan pikir lagi, there's nothing to be upset for. Cuma terkenang mesej maaf sempena hari raya. Time kasih tau. Ingat jugak kat kite kan? Haha. Emm. Actually takde pape yg nak dimaafkan, takde pape yg perlu dikesalkan. Whatever happened, happened. We have to take it as a challenge, it's part n parcel of life, dont u think so? Macam orang cakap, kalau hidup semudah ABC, tak seronok jugak kan? And this one pon, is not a big matter. At least for me ( i think so). I think u pon sama jugak, we are both matured kan, tho u always think i am too and always childish. And let me remind you, this has nothing to do with me being egoistic, this is just me. But as always, i = ego. So what? And how bout u too? Tak ego kah?

Friday, September 16

11/9. eh tak, 11 haribulan of each month.

harini masa tengah-tengah dok pura-pura sebok wat assignment, teringin pulak nk mengupdate blog. haritu macam ada banyak sangat nak tulis, pasal raya la, pasal praktikum la, rugby world cup la, open house la, tiba-tiba baru sedar yg harini rupanya dah 16 september dah. raya dah dekat 2 minggu lebih, praktikum dah officially tamat seminggu lepas, sama jugak dengan rugby opening ceremony dah berlaku seminggu lepas, dan my open house hari isnin baru ni pon sekeping gambar pon tak amek! kiranya benda dah basi so malas dah nak canang sana sini.

emmm berbalik pada tarikh hari ini, iaitu 16/9, eh tak, patutnya 11/9, dah genapla 1o tahun WTC runtuh. haishhhhhhhhhhhh x de makna aku nak tulis pasal WTC segala maknenek kan, ni hah, 11/9 sudah genap la 2 bulan *something something* happened. hehehe.. eh seronok pulak kan. eh xla, x de perasaan pon. ye, best word to describe my feeling now is FEELINGLESS. adeke? ke EMOTIONLESS? tak tau lah. paling tepat sekali adelah duduk diam-diam, sebab diam adalah lebih baek dari bercakap.. bak kata status-status kat facebook tuh, SENYUM, TAK PERLU KATA APA-APA =) and yes, itu dia the best way to describe it. senyum dan senyum. whatever. merapu merapu merapu ok offf!

p/s: this is totally rubbish tapi nak post jugak, tengah wat countdown. eh x, tengah calculate anniversary of something. heee~