Big girl don't cry babeh

First day being single again, seriously I'm very very curious about how's he doing over there. Wanna ask him what does he feel knowing that we would not be together anymore. Wanna ask him what does he feel when there's no more me to fill in the very little tiny but special place in his heart. Seriously curious because I admit that it's very difficult for me not to think about him. I'm just fine lying over here when he didn't text me, or call me because I know I'm still having him. There's still a sense of belongingness. But when it's over, I feel very empty though I used to not receiving his txt or phone call all the time. After all love is very confusing. It hurts but u still wanna feel it. It's tiring but u still wanna play with it. That's love, it sucks,ey?