trying to keep myself busy and tired, so that i can just sleep when i lay my back on the bed, so that i won't have time to remember stupid nonsense thing, that might make me cry over and over. i took job offers everywhere and anywhere, seriously i have to make some effort that can heal this loneliness..haha..loneliness la sangat kan..ahh my body can't take it anymore, my pride wonders around, yela, CLEANER kot..
huhu it's hard to do hard work, for somebody who never do one, back at home, like me..but not only that it can kill my loneliness. you know, the satisfaction of eaarning your own money; not from the scholarship, not from my mom not from random people; makes me smile..yes, now i learn it's hard to make money, in halal way. but it's okay,it still feels great.
Alhamdulillah.
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